Baby Blob Renee-Cosh

2007 - 2007
LocationSwansea, Wales, Uk
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth2/2007
Date of Death2/2007
Visitors729 since 04/01/2009
Creator

I found out I was pregnant on 10th February 2007 (I was 5/6 weeks) and was really getting used to the idea as ever since my little nephew was born I wanted a child to share mine and my husbands love with, when we found out we were both ecstatic but unfortunately on 14th Feb 2007, I started bleeding so I went to the hospital A&E and had to wait for 8hours before I was even seen.

I then had to go to the hospital on 15th Feb to have a blood test and then again on 17th Feb to have another blood test. Then on the 18th Feb my husband rang up the hospital for the results, he didn't have to say a word all he did was look at me and we both started to cry.

Even now when it gets to the due date, Xmas, easter, mothers day, and especially valentines day, I hate it and I hate myself for not being able to protect my baby.

The only way I can try and move on with my life is to try and forget I was ever pregnant, but when I see people who are pregnant I can't help but hate them and wish it was me in their place.

We named our little angel blob as we never knew whether I was carrying a boy or girl, but as a reminder of our little blob we got a teddy from the bear factory in Cardiff and named him blob bear.

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To our little angel,

You now have a little brother, he was born on Friday 3rd December, but you don't need me to tell you that coz I know you're looking down on him to keep him safe, mummy and daddy will make sure that we tell him all about you when he gets bigger. I need your help though coz I can't bond with him like I should but maybe that's coz I know I should have my 2 babies not just 1.

Mummy and daddy love and miss you so much and we always will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Victoria Renee-Cosh (Mummy)

December 12, 2010

To our gorgeous little angel,

I know I haven't written to you in a while, but mummy and daddy have had a lot on but it never stops us thinking about you.

We have now moved but will be moving again soon, and you're going to have a little brother, he should be here soon and we know you will look down on him and look after him.

We love you and miss you lots and lots, each and everyday.
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Victoria Renee-Cosh (Mummy)

November 24, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 12, 2010

Happy 2nd Birthday darling xxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 2nd Birtday for tomorrow my precious little angel, sorry I can't say it tomorrow but mummy and daddy are going back to Swansea so we can be close to you again!! love you lots and miss you more. Hope bampi is looking after u as ur birthdays are so close. Miss you and love you forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Victoria Renee-Cosh (Mummy)

October 14, 2009

2 years

Hello my precious angel, I wanted to tell you that even though it's 2 years tomorrow since you left us, me and daddy still think about you every moment of everyday and I would do ANYTHING to have you here with us again.

I miss you and love you more than words can say, and hope nanny Daisy has arrived with you safely, and that everyone else up there is looking after you and telling you how much mummy and daddy love and miss you.

I am so sorry darling that I couldn't do anything to stop you from leaving us, but NEVER EVER forget that we love you and miss you more each day, they say time's a healer but without you it's nothing.

Love you forever darling
love mummy and daddy
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Victoria Renee-Cosh (Mummy)

February 13, 2009

hello my darling, not much has happened apart from your grandma wants me and daddy to see a spiritual healer to help us deal with you going to the angels. I've said yes but only because I don't want an argument! Love you so much my precious little one love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Victoria Renee-Cosh (Mummy)

January 18, 2009

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Joanne

January 7, 2009

bless you little one

my heart goes out to you all ive lost 10 babies altogeter so i no how you feel your baby will be watching over you.try not to blame yourself i no its easier said than done i felt so embarresed and ashamed that i couldnt keep a baby and all the feelings you have belive me i had and still do. it breaks my heart to see poeple with there babies or kids dragging them round the shops and calling them names i have to bite my tongue because they dont realsie how lucky they are or even apprechiate what they have . sleep tight little blob love always diane xx

Diane Cookson

January 4, 2009

gone but will never be forgotten

im so very sorry that you lost your we baby blob but what ever the the baby was im sure he or she is looking down on you and watching over you all im sending you and all your loving family lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Angel Ishbells Parents

January 4, 2009
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